A play of Trust

As I look to explore this space
Of Slience and freewill
We embark on this journey
Amidst nature we flow

I hold your hand and give myself to you
Taking the plunge we sink in deep
Holding each other in ways unexplored
Free of boundaries we allow ourselves to soar

Our eyes become a mirror of the Soul
Sharing passions and energies
The unknown and unplanned emerge
Exploring the inner beings
We allow ourselves to grow

I wish I can play like that
I surrender myself to someone
To understand my own
To feel my own

Afloat

I can hear the joy in my laughter
I see the happiness in my tears
I find myself dancing
To the tunes of the dunes
As the days of separation
Draw to a close
I dream of ways to stay afloat

Struggle

I see the meaning of the words I rejected
I struggle with this space
Day in and day out
Holding on and holding out
Gets tougher by the day
I long to dive and free myself
As I surrender

 

 

Choices

I wonder why you choose
Pain over Joy
How far would you run from yourself
The Love that you see as binding
Is going to set you free
I feel so disconnected from you
As much as I try to forget
The pain of the wounds
I find myself caught in a web
Of apprehension and hurt
I am delving deeper
Into realms I thought I was free of
I hear your calls
Which I am unable to answer
I continue to face your words
Thinking of ways to respond
And see myself drifting away
Into the Unknown

 

Dilemma

I can hear my heartbeat
As I read your words
How do I convey
The joy and the sorrow
The need and the greed
Of my heart’s desires
To hold you in my arms
And let you know
Of a Love thats true

Fear

I fear looking into your eyes
As I speak to you
For its a play of words
That will mask the feeling
My eyes though would bear my heart

Wounded

 

My heart has been wounded many a times
Not by words nor by abondonment
It has been cut with a sword
A sword called Love
Which has been rejected
For fear of a deadly motive
That might lie behind
Those open arms

Heartache

My heart aches to see you go
For you have judged my words
Ignoring my needs
That lie beneath
I wish you could have stayed
A little longer
And built a connect
With a heart that has seen
A longing in your eyes
Of belonging to someone
And finding that space
That is always safe

Rain

Dark Clouds
Soft breeze
A fragrance in the air
Doesn’t allow me to sleep
Droplets of water are all I see
On the ground and the trees
My mood takes a turn that is steep
Do linger on for I have memories to keep

Trance

I feel my body shiver as you caress me with your eyes
I try to move away but the music makes me sway
I move into a trance with the Sufi dance
I sense your body moving closer to mine
The touch of your hands on my spine
The heart says let go off the mind